I hope you are having a wonderful week.
I was asked to share with you some of the background leading up to my first FB LIVE video on Tuesday August 22nd. The reason being to demonstrate the shift from the “Old Model” Tracy to the “New and Improved” version.
So in brief, for many years I have seen/sensed my bigger picture, where in essence my life is leading me or where I am leading my life experiences. Understanding how each event served its purpose and in recent years, being able to ACCEPT my ROLE/RESPONSIBILTY it the creation (pleasant and not so).
However it has been a journey to LET GO of CONTROL and SECURITIES to develop FULL TRUST in the process of ALLOWING my life to UNFOLD in its TRUE, NATURAL, HARMONIOUS FLOW. Listening to the GUIDANCE of my HEART and not the pre-programed head (in its limited, fear based ego aspect).
It’s been years of training myself to LET GO of the WHEN’S, WHERE’S and HOW’S and simply ALLOWING it to unfold. YES, there have been a few Tracy (ego) tantrums, many tears and much inner turmoil along the way, as my ability to TRUST the deeper or higher aspects of self over my tainted logic enhanced. Basically exploding my foundations to start again!
How does this relate to this week’s LIVE VIDEO EVENT? If you watched my Transmission Tuesday – Light Language healing Activation the week prior, following the transmission section, while still open to RECEIVING my HIGHER GUIDANCE messages, I publically announced I would offer a Full Healing Session via video. It felt like it just “FELL” out of my mouth (watch the video, my facial expressions are kind of funny when I realised what I had just announced).
Now the “Old Model” Tracy would go into a state of panic trying to work out all the nitty gritty details and plan the entire thing. How to do it, what format to offer it in, what media option to use, how much to charge, how to get people to pay, how to let people know about it, what I would say etc. As I had nothing set up and my internet/IT/marketing knowledge is not so broad. However, I was surprisingly calm.
I spent a little bit of lime looking at programs I might use (calmly, more for awareness of what was out there), yet nothing felt right. I used my head to put some dot points together in a logical form (no stress though), yet it didn’t feel great either. So I decided to simply LETY IT GO and what happened on the night happened! Then at 2am one morning, while I should have been sleeping, I received all the information I needed and it FELT PERFECT.
As soon as I let my mind rest about the details of the when’s, where’s and how’s, the answers “FLOWED” in with EASE. Offer it on FB LIVE (never used it before or recorded live), ALLOW the viewers to determine their VALUE/BENEFIT (strengthening my belief I am always supported and provided for) and TRUST the video will arrive in view of those who aligned with it (no fear of judgement or meeting expectations).
So this is what I did. During the week I stayed in a relaxed space to allow myself to be in a “Receiving” mode, so when the instructions on the next step came through, I could clearly hear them and action them with ease.
I dropped control, the need to be perfect, the expectation or attachment of money and determining “Other People’s” value on what I offer.
The old me would have panicked being mercury Retrograde (where electronics and communication tend to play up), I never let it enter my thoughts in a way in which I would create the issues. When it came up about who may see it (judgement etc), I was instantly reassured only those who had some interest or alignment would access it. And that was then end of it. It never came up for me again.
I considered rehearsing something, yet I consciously had no idea who would be viewing it, so I simply decided to FREE FLOW and be completely IN THE MOMENT. TRUSTING whatever I said and whatever I did as PERFECT for that moment.
For some people doing video is easy, however, for me, it has been a gradual process of ALLOWING myself to be seen and be vulnerable. Leading up to this point (over many years) I have been releasing much resistance to publicly sharing ALL OF WHO I AM (especially as I am NOT mainstream) and it has not been a comfortable process. I have relived much trauma and scarring on many levels of my being to now be at this point. However, I wouldn’t change any of it!
The night before the LIVE EVENT, where I live lost all internet. My housemate reacted strongly to it, however I was composed and just did what I was able to do to get it back on line. I did not panic at all. Through my serene state, I was shown what to do and the issue was resolved with ease. I actually got to see (via my housemate’s reaction), how I probably would have reacted in the past. So I am super grateful to be able to see how much I have grown and how much TRUST I have developed.
In my mind I said “I know I am to offer this live event tomorrow and I would not be guided to do it if I was not going to be provided with everything I needed to make it possible and to flow with ease”. This is what took place.
About 1 hour prior to the actual event, I was excited and nervous. Logically I couldn’t’ even get the title of my event out of my mouth, yet as soon as I pushed the LIVE button, I went into a STATE OF FLOW.
Now I cannot say it was perfect in the aspect of great video quality, flow of content etc, however I was REAL, AUTHENTIC, HONEST and MYSELF – NO MORE HIDING! This is what matters to me.
If you watched my earlier YouTube videos, you will see one where I was completely vulnerable sharing with you my personal insecurities about how I look (there are deep rooted issues for this I will probably discuss later), however, this particular night, I did not allow it to take control of me. I just accepted I was holding the LIVE EVENT and that was that.
The result you may ask? I am feeling FULLY IN MY POWER. I am able to TRUST, ALLOW things to FLOW and on the occasions when I feel out of alignment, I am able to catch myself, reassure myself and LOVE MYSELF anyway, until I am in balance and flow mode again. NO SELF JUDGING or CRITICISING.
So I ask you, are you in the FLOW of YOUR LIFE? Are you able to LOVE YOURSELF UNCONDITAIONALLY, even when you believe you have done wrong or are not good enough? Are you TAKING FULL RESPONSIBILITY for how you are EXPEREINCING YOUR LIFE?
If you are not, then you are not living your highest and fullest potential! I encourage you to TAKE CHARGE and CREATE CHANGE. ALLOW YOURSELF to FLOURISH in all areas of YOUR LIFE!
If you need support, I have personally tailored programs to support you along the way to RECLAIM YOUR PERSONAL POWER and “UNLOCK YOUR INNER POWER & CREATE YOUR DREAMS!”
If you have any comments or feedback, I would love to hear from you.
In the coming weeks I will expand on my personal process, share my experiences and offer tools to help raise your awareness and assist your expansion further.
If you are ready to take your life to the next level and discover how awesome you really are at your core? Then keep checking in on my YouTube and FB page for both spiritually based and practical tools.
I am Tracy Radley, a healer by heart and a leader by trait. I offer you is honesty, integrity and passion in all my interactions with you. May my discoveries be of support and inspiration as you further awaken to your own uniqueness and power.
I invite you to check in on my posts as I unveil to you my journey back to the light. If you have any general questions, please feel free to post them in the comments.
If you would like personal support along your path from someone who has been there, send me a private message to discuss my mentoring/coaching services.
Many blessings to you, Tracy ox
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